Frustrated.

All that sheer frustration

Tears and clinched fist

Silent bumbling choked sniffles

Office bathroom stifles humbled sighs

Just to simply brush past my request

It’s only money

Humans mean so little in these industries

I want to leave so bad

But I need to keep going

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Invisible administrator

Pulling a days paid leave this close to the holidays from a single mom

Thank you I wasn’t trying my best just to put a few gifts under the tree

If screaming in my cubicle was permissible accompanied by tears

I would be all over that right now.

Midterms

The disappointment in my own state

The backward thinking

The closed minded stubbornness

I just want to see change.

It starts at the local level.

But we have such an embarrassment at the national level.

Prison Walls and Time Clocks

Tired of the puddle of tears

Left over from mental exhaustion

Backwards career

Cruel booming bull headed man

Sitting at his alter disguised as a desk

Dollar signs and PhDs

Who thinks I’m pathetic…

I chose to birth children instead of get my degree

I feel like nothing but a womb

That each word that falls from my mouth is shrouded in idiocy.

Brow beaten each time I search for answers.

I just want a raise.

I just want to support my family.

I just want to go home one day without rage crying at my windshield.

If it wasn’t for needing the bread on the table.

And food and the babies mouths.

I would do anything to ask why?

I need a boss that treats me less than human.

TRH Fragments36 2018