I am very new to this so here it goes. I’ve needed a place to compile my thoughts for quite sometime and the notebook has laid open and empty far too often. It used to feel up quicker than my hand could write. Over the years my mind tends to harbor and and hold thoughts closely and doesn’t seem to let them fall forth into form other than scattered thoughts and chaos in my mind which in turn created the same in my life. It’s hard to explain where I am at this moment ..thirty two, single,highly confused, and always concerned about what changes I need to make to find happiness. My truest happiness belongs to two beautiful little girls in my life. I am a single mother trying to figure it out one day at a time.